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21 Rabi'ulawal yang lalu
Nenek telah pergi
Menghembuskan nafas terakhir
Nenek menghadap Ilahi



21 Rabi'ulawal yang lalu
Jasadmu terbujur kaku
Hanya kain putih
Menyelimuti tubuhmu
Bumi juga menangisi pemergianmu


21 Rabi'ulawal yang lalu
Nenek diusung pergi ke pusara abadi
Bersama kenangan Nenek pergi
Dan Nenek takkan kembali


Sejak 21 Rabi'ulawal
Hidup Atuk terasa sunyi
Nenek meninggalkan 7 puteri
Serta cucu-cicit yg disayangi.....




Al-fatihah buat arwah nenek kesayanganku, Hajjah Juminah Binte Kamid.
Semoga rohnya sentiasa dicucuri rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan di dlm golongan wanita-wanita solehah. Ameen.

Nenek. Seorg isteri yg baik, seorg ibu yg penyayang, seorg nenek yg amat dikasihi cucu-cicitnya. Nenek selalu memberiku semangat utk teruskan belajar. Nenek sering menyokongku dlm apa jua yg kulakukan. Nenek selalu doakan aku dpt berjaya ke menara gading. Terima kasih, Nenek. Akan kubuatmu bangga walaupun Nenek sudah tiada..... ='( Saaaayang Nenek sgt-sgt.

Masa Nenek sakit, aku sempat jaga dia di hospital walaupun sekejap. Masa itu, Nenek sakit tenat. Nenek tak sedar. Aku tak dapat bercakap-cakap dgnnya. Yg boleh aku buat masa itu, cuma bekalkan doa dan membacakannya ayat-ayat suci Al-quran supaya jiwanya tenang dan semangatnya kental.

Dan ternyata Nenek mmg seorg yg berjiwa kental. Nenek kuat semangat tetapi yg hidup pasti akan mati. Dan Allah lebih menyayanginya. Nenek tinggalkan kami selama-lamanya dgn sekelip mata. Tepat 3 hari setelah hari lahirku. Aku tak dpt tahan sebak di dada ketika itu. Airmataku pun mengalir dgn deras. Aku salam Nenek buat kali terakhir dan kukucup dahinya dgn rasa kasih sayang. Aku juga dpt tlg memandikan jenazahnya dan melihatnya dikebumikan.

My dear jaddatii, how I wish I cld hug you and tell you for the last time that I cherish you so much...... ='(
How I wish you cld be there seeing me on stage when I'm receiving a degree....
How I wish you cld actually be there when I'm getting married....


Nenekku, idolaku
Kata-katamu menjadi perangsang hidupku
Jasamu tidak akan kulupa
Dan senyumanmu tetap menjadi pengubat luka....
Saaaayang Nenek.....
Rindu Nenek...... ='(


إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون
.اللهم اغفرلها وارحمها واعف عنها


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